Last Cigarette Keeps Happening

That's all I have to say about that.

No, it's not.

Why do I need to smoke?

Endless cycle:
coffee
cigarette
shave legs
shampoo hair
brush hair
apply Murad
sleep
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

coffee
cigarette
shave legs
shampoo hair
brush hair
apply Murad
sleep
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP
(b+e+e+p= violence of morning)

pah.

Go to the building on the other side of campus from Starbucks.
Ask the lady for paperwork.
Put paperwork in bag.
Go pee.
There is lotion for your hands in the bathroom AVENO.
The wind is cold.
Procrastinate.
Wasn't the paper work for learning disability?
Is it procrastination or deficit of attention?
Avoid the cold.
Pick up brochures for Spain, Italy, Africa, seminar at 2 o'clock.
It is one.
I am one.
I can't afford the trip.
I forgot more paperwork.

Back is sweating. How? The wind chill is negative degrees for sure.

Walk through the parking garage stairwell.

No room for interpretation.

Coffee.
Again.
Repeat.